You were live in a happy family, they always love you, support you and you live like you're the most happy person in the world. When you was child, you wish you will grow up faster so you can make your family happy. But when you grew old, it's getting shittier and shittier. Every moment have to be so complicated to face all the problems, even worse, you're getting tired with your life. You're jealous to see some people grow old without problems but you, you feel like you want to kill yourself. Most painful moment is when you met someone that once being strangers and now mean the world to you.. He made you smile non-stop, he made you happy, he spent some time and some nights just to talk to you and you feel so special. Isn't ? But it's really worst to realize that you mean nothing to him, you'd knew he didn't love you, he never did. Isn't that awful ? Until one day, he being like a stranger again. He don't want to talk to you, he don't want to see you, he didn't smile to you anymore and therefore, you feel useless and you ask yourself what's been happened to you both. He make you meaningless, unwanted, and nothing. And he also taught you to give up, to just move on. But sometimes, you can't force yourself to do that cause it's hard. No one ever knows how it feels, you look so pathetic but you still waste your tears on him. You don't know what to do anymore, you feel lost. It's like something has beating you, killed you, threw gun to your heart. You feel weak and has no life. But you realize, that you were living in a dark world, no happiness and no love. You have to move on and start it again but you just can't. That's us. Every girl's feeling, every girl's heart, every girl's secret, every girl's experience. All you can do is, stay strong, fake a smile, and move on even though it keeps hurting you. There 's nothing you can do unless God has spoken to take your life.
Monday 17 December 2012
Pain in heart will never heal
You were live in a happy family, they always love you, support you and you live like you're the most happy person in the world. When you was child, you wish you will grow up faster so you can make your family happy. But when you grew old, it's getting shittier and shittier. Every moment have to be so complicated to face all the problems, even worse, you're getting tired with your life. You're jealous to see some people grow old without problems but you, you feel like you want to kill yourself. Most painful moment is when you met someone that once being strangers and now mean the world to you.. He made you smile non-stop, he made you happy, he spent some time and some nights just to talk to you and you feel so special. Isn't ? But it's really worst to realize that you mean nothing to him, you'd knew he didn't love you, he never did. Isn't that awful ? Until one day, he being like a stranger again. He don't want to talk to you, he don't want to see you, he didn't smile to you anymore and therefore, you feel useless and you ask yourself what's been happened to you both. He make you meaningless, unwanted, and nothing. And he also taught you to give up, to just move on. But sometimes, you can't force yourself to do that cause it's hard. No one ever knows how it feels, you look so pathetic but you still waste your tears on him. You don't know what to do anymore, you feel lost. It's like something has beating you, killed you, threw gun to your heart. You feel weak and has no life. But you realize, that you were living in a dark world, no happiness and no love. You have to move on and start it again but you just can't. That's us. Every girl's feeling, every girl's heart, every girl's secret, every girl's experience. All you can do is, stay strong, fake a smile, and move on even though it keeps hurting you. There 's nothing you can do unless God has spoken to take your life.
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